| You may feel like you are simply being left out of the equation, dear Cancer. Perhaps you feel like the oddball - the fifth wheel - who simply does not have a place to fit in. Don't worry. Just because you may be feeling out of place today doesn't mean that this is your destiny for life. If you don't like the course you are on, change your position. If you don't like the people you are with, move to a different social circle. Do not blame your circumstances on others. Take responsibility for them yourself. |
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| Sorry for the long time no update. I promise to post more though <3 So im officially a Senior. Bout damn time. Ive finally caught that one boys eye. He is everything. Weve been dating for quite awhile now, he purposed to me, and ewre getting married sometime next year. After graduation. I currently work 3 jobs. Cleaning houses, Cirillos Pizzaria, and Watching a 94 yr old weird smelling woman. I dont know its weird. I dont really have time much but I promis to post more mmm'kay? |
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| Can a broken heart break twice? No im not saying this because some guy broke up with me, no im not saying this beause i lost everything important to me. Im saying this simply because ive finally got to hear the words ive been wainting and longing to hear for so long. I love you. |
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| And its like all hope just drained out of my eyes. |
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| 102 degrees in death valley desert, a place ive never been. Walking along the canyon alone. I am alone right? No. I look back and you can see someone. Face down, hat in the way. Kinda like a ranger. He begins to vomit sand. I move closer towards him to see if he is ok but he rapidly decays into sand, the wind blowing him away. Startled i turn and run. I run into chad. How is he here. Dont care. Im not alone anymore though. we take hands and walk towards imaginary water. and all of a sudden we begin to sink in the water, holding him we go under into space, which makes absolutely no sense but we do. No oxygen. He kisses me to give me his breath and i can feel the wings on his back and when i open my eyes im lying next to him on his bed. White room no doors. no windows either. nothing but walls. He wont awaken. but he is asleep. I grab his hand. close my eyes tightly and wish for him. Next thing you know I wake up. Literally. and start my day. but it was a weird dream right? |
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